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    6/10/2007

    只有压力,没有动力

    考完试,毕设进入“扶贫组”,四个人一组,我真不认为那三个人有能力毕业,但我必须准时准点毕业,不容马虎。周四第一天我独自完成了一个巨型电路,他们三个什么也没有。周五第二天我完成了我的部分,再和他们的部分连接测试时候,因为他们输送信号强度过大,而烧毁了我的接收部分,为了第一时间确定哪些部件被烧毁,我不惜直接用手挨个触摸,结果找到了损毁部件,手指也被烫出若干水泡。
    明天进入编程部分,还不知道他们会有如何表现。
     
    下周五新房签约,下周日一早老房子收回,我必须在一天完成所有搬家任务。收拾自己的东西,打扫卫生,出售几乎全部的家具,这房子先后有那么多人住过,到最后需要干活时候,似乎就只是我一个人的任务,别人都忙,就我“闲”。
     
    周一接受Paris Telecom面试,全法第三的工程师学校,今年招收30个本科毕业生,有1700多人申请,最后有40人左右进入面试。我仍在犹豫,怎么走都不是歧途,但怎么走都不称心如意。我为这个目标奋斗了三年,我无限接近成功,最后一刻我想放弃了。
     
    还得上班,进入夏季,一周七天,没有休息,没有选择。
     
    累了,人累,心更累。
     
    忽地想起来了,毕设的论文,30页A4,还一个字没写呢。
     
    有人能帮我一把?哪怕鼓励我俩句?再或者骂我一顿?算了,我自作孽,不可活。

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    freewindwrote:
    加油。
    June 18
    Tracy 朱wrote:
    赶紧回来,我们这论文一把一把的,随便给你两篇
    June 16
    Picture of Anonymous
    mlxq wrote:
    有些事情我们真的是别无选择,
    已经取得了那么多,想放弃却又不甘心,有时只是没有弄清我们到底追求的
    是什么,想要的是什么,付出的与将要取得的究竟值不值得。。。。。
    应该对你说---“继续努力”
    站在遥远的一边给你加油了!
    June 14
    Bing QIwrote:
    先苦后甜,忍忍就过去了,前途光明。
    June 13
    lenny zhaowrote:
    你也要毕业了? 真好  我也马上毕业了 下个星期答辩 一起加油吧 总是有人混事 你就能者多劳了
    June 12
    Picture of Anonymous
    wrote:
    要相信自己。。
    虽然这句话好像很苍白无力,但还是得说 加油~
    June 11

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